Tuesday, February 10, 2009
I know that each day is different and we're challenged in different ways. Some days it's the creep that comes into my work and flirts with me even though I'm wearing my wedding ring and all I want to do is show my disgust but I have to be nice because it's my job. Other days I don't want to get out of bed because I know I have a million things to do and I'd much rather be bundled up in my warm cozy covers. Some days I feel like I'm going through life only to get to the next day because I have no idea where I am going to be in 6 months. Whatever the challenge, I try to stay optimistic and positive. However the latter challenge has been increasingly haunting Jason and me lately. It's so hard applying for jobs and hoping that Jason can find something after graduation. It seems like every plan of ours has an "IF" attached to it because we're trying to be prepared for whatever comes our way. It would be nice to start a family somewhere along this messy road but it's hard enough planning all of this craziness with our three animal children, let alone a baby. What do we do? This is what we've been asking ourselves and haven't really come to a conclusion. So.....we continue to live each day as it's own and deal with the next when it comes. I guess that's all we can do for now.